Thats what i long for.
Faith is simply trusting God's character when the world has given you a reason, not to.Never have I encoutered this kind of spiritual warfare before when it was so intense till I nearly broke down. Yes, I nearly did.
Everything in my life, seemed to happen in such a fast pace that I almost lost control of it. Well, it was not like something bad happened in my family, but the consequences were the same. You know something is lost, gone forever.
Right now, although I am still running on the right track, I have to gurad my heart. Beside what has happened recently, I believe there are more to come. Heartbreaks, disappointments and rejections.When will this end? A question I would ask when my life seem to become what I called, draggy.
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How much do I value to you?Tell me, someone. What is wrong with me?
Is it me or the people around me have moved on? I hate it so much when the past keeps coming back to huant me. It hurts, thats the thing.
I have always been the one giving and giving. Sometimes, I want to take too. How can I prove it when there are so many limitations, moreover, the receiver does not seem to care. //
Something that makes me happy and smile -MY BOYFRIEND IS COMING IN 2 MONTHS TIME!! Hopefully before my birthday.
I know that after he is here, I will be a much happier person but with less freedom. ;(The sad thing is, he will not be staying in my house, instead, my aunt's. And that means, I have to travel all the way to RedHill on alternate days to see him. How great?! Well, seeing his smile is enough to drain away all my phyiscal tiredness. =D__________________________________________
[[Who do you love]]
The MoffatsSo who is gonna be? Is it her or me?Who do you love? Who do you need?You're messing up my mind, wasting all my time.Stop playing with my heart.Its tearing me apart.I hate it when you call her, "My girlfriend."With love,
Shavonne. (:
