Thats what i long for.
I cried.
Some asked me why I have stopped updating my blog. Well, part of the reason is -I am just plain lazy.. Been very busy with work and school till recently, I just realised I have not touched the TV remote control for almost a month. A MONTH! Goodness!!
Some asked me why I have stopped updating my blog. Well, part of the reason is -I am just plain lazy.. Been very busy with work and school till recently, I just realised I have not touched the TV remote control for almost a month. A MONTH! Goodness!!
Life is pretty much alright? Baby is still ever so sweet and irritating at the same time. =D
8 more days and we will be celebrating our 3rd month. Come and think of it, this month has not been a smooth one for us. Any alternate days, you would see me showing a black face at him. Yet through it all, we learnt and understood each other better.
Yea... I cannot bear to leave him anymore. After watching that music video featuring "LEE WAN" and having those weird dreams, I know without him, I will never be the same. The saddest thing can happen to a person is when he or she still has a lot of words, wanting to tell his or her love ones, yet they are gone, forever.
I do not want to come to a place where words are left unspoken, fond memories not created and love not shown.
I guess the tears and time I sacrificed for him for these past 2 years, have not gone to waste. He is mine now, and mine f.o.r.e.v.e.r..
With love,
Shavonne. (:
Shavonne. (:
Thats what i long for.
Who will stand with me?
Once again, I am being hit with the jumbo question which I really do not have an answer to, for now.
"What is your dream and vision for Him and your life, currently?"
Drat.
Honestly, I have none. I admit I am overwhelmed by reality that I can't seem to move on in life. I want to do so much things, so much so that it started to scare me. No, I think I feel perplexed instead.
Whatever it is, "A man without vision, will perish." Typical.
But I did ask myself what do I want for my life right now. After much consideration, I think what I really want is.....
A simple heart. Free from anxiety. Loving Him and people. Be happy.
His principals are simple yet man tends to make them so complex and thus create a bad image of Him.
And one thing, I am not a man. I do not think and act like how all men will. I am a woman and I believe on instincts. I do act on my emotions at times but I do act on facts at the same time. Personally, I believe that women are much more of a stronger being than the men. Not in the area of physical but emotions and self-will.
Just ask you one question:
In the is world, what is the population of single parent who are women?
I hate it when I see men despising women.
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I WANNA JAY CHOU NEW ALBUM LAH!
Some kind souls can buy for me? =)
[[Dandelion's Promise]]
Jay Chou
I cried when I heard this song. Gosh..
[[I'm not worthy]]
Jay Chou
I wonder when he hears this song, will he think of me?
With love,
Shavonne. (:
Shavonne. (:
Thats what i long for.
With you around, there seems no reason for me, not to smile.
I am right now in a lovely dovey mood, thus you guys should know what I will be blogging about. What you will expect are those mushy mushy yet from the deepest of my heart kinda expressions and statements. So, if some of you guys who cannot tolerate sentimental kinda stuffs, I will advise that you should stop reading from here. It is not going to help neither yourself nor your soul. =)
Happy 2nd month anniversary, Sweetheart!!!
Yes, it has been 2 months, 61 days, not exactly 1464 hours together BUT still, I am falling deeper in love with him each day.
I must admit that these 2 months have not been smooth riding for the both of us and we have hurt each other through our words and actions, un/intentionally. Yet through it all, I believe we have grown to understand each other better and help to build up one another's self-confident.
Compared to other relationships or other guys I had dated, my current relationship and boy are a unique one. I did not share much with anyone that in fact, I have been waiting for him for 2 years. There were times when I came to a point of giving up, however one after another encounters brought the both of us closer. And finally we decided to be back together, again.
Initially, this news of us being together brought a lot of surprises and critics. Who in the right mind will be happy when they face obstacles especially objections? Hence, we decided to pray for God to strengthen our relationship and guide us to love each other in a way that we bring happiness to each other and people around us. Indeed, He answered our prayers.
I can say I love him more than how much I love him yesterday.
All that I ever want from the guy I love, I found it in him. A guy who can love people with no strings attached and find happiness in giving, I found it in him. A guy who can sits there and listen to all my complaints and chanting, without giving any comments unnecessarily, , I found it in him. A guy who is teachable, willing to admit his weakness and to change, I found it in him. A guy who is willing to do anything just to make me smile, I found it him.
Definitely, he is not a perfect boyfriend. However, I am strongly convicted in, "If you really love a person, you will not want him or her to stay at where they are currently ." This is how exactly God loves us, right?
Still, I love him.
To LSK,
All the things I wanted to say to you, I had said. Basically, I want to thank you for that lovely necklace and I promised I will wear it wherever I go. Remember to always smile because your smile, can really brightens up my day. Thank you for being there for me through out these periods despite being nasty towards you at times. Our love will always last. =)
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[[Our love will always last]]
Edward Chun
With love,
Shavonne. (:
Shavonne. (:
