Take me deeper in love with You.

Thats what i long for.

Father God, give me strength to carry on.

Easter 07 was a spectacular one. I love everything from the Praise & Worship to the Easter drama, sermon and even the alter call. Although I prefer last year Easter's drama production, this year's never fail to make me tear.

Last year was more about how we human sinned and betrayed Jesus, yet He was willing to die on the cross on our behalf. He had died and risen so that our sins could be cleansed away by His blood and we could be reconciled back to our Heavenly Father. On the other hand, this year's drama made me understand one thing -that Jesus indeed, came down to earth as flesh and blood.
During the part when the drama showed how devastated Jesus was after John's death, I heard the Holy Spirit telling me this, "you see Li Fang, Jesus is rich in emotions. He has suffered all kinds of emotions as you have. Thus He knows how you feel especially when you are heartbroken." I teared immediately after that.
I recalled how last time I used to question Jesus if He ever know how I feel when I was upset. Could He not see the tears that I was sheding and how broken I was? Now I know. He sees.

[[Easter o6]]

The funny parts. Haha.. I love my church drama productions.

[[Easter 07]]

Haha.. I just love my church.. Lucas is so cute!! ~

Father, I need Your Strength.
Holy Spirit, I need Your wisdom.
Jesus, I need Your compassion.
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If this is how my life will be.

Things do not stop here now that it is after Easter. Benny Hinn service is coming right up and my school starts on 18 April. If I say I am not worried, trust me, I am lying.
I am not excited for Poly, I seriously am not. It is not the studies I am worried about, it is the people I will be meeting, how my life will be like when I am in Poly. Oh Father, help me...

However, I am very appreciative for the people who are always there to make my day. I realised that actually I do have a lot of friends, brothers and sisters who care and love me. Not forgetting my parents too. Oh yea, they went for Easter service. Am I ecstatic? Oh you bet I am. It has always been my desire to see my parents coming to church together with me.
I rememeber last year at Jakarta, I was at my relatives' church with my parents. I started to tear when I saw both my parents lifted up their hands to worhsip. God is indeed faithful.

Tell you guys a honest truth -I am actually very pampered especially in my family. Thank God I am not that spoiled but yea, my dad dotes me the most. Then comes my mum and Indra. Next will be all the people I know. Well, I am a gal after all.

I believe that I am very different from a lot of gals. What they have, I might not have. What I have, they might not have. I love the way I am and I need people to love me for me. I can change for the better, but I am still me. My nature never change.

I am not naive, but I do want a romantic and thrilling courtship before getting married. =D
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[[Unlove you]]
Ashley Tisdale

Its so peculiar how the way I fell for you.
I can't unlove you now. I just can't.

With love,
Shavonne. (: