Thats what i long for.
So much about love.Many said i am a rich-in-emotions person. Well, that's partly true because i have learnt to control my emotions over the months. i am more sensitive towards mine and people's feelings and i just love to love. Yet one thing i must say, it is never easy to love people like how Jesus does -unconditional love.
Have you ever wonder what God is like? In the book of Isaiah, God is described as both sovereign Lord and a tender shepherd [Isaiah 40:10-11]. Our God does have two sides to His love: a hard side that's consistent, purposeful, protective, and mighty with judgement; and a soft side that's compassionate, tender, forgiving and merciful.
If we want to love in a Christlike way, our love must have both hard and soft sides. Specifically, we need to remember that, He was always soft with people, yet hard on their problems.
i have learnt to let go and let God of people that, well, whom get on my nerves and hurt me before. i do not want to judge anymore but to look at them with the eyes of Jesus -they are the precious of God.
Sometimes when i heard people especially Christians saying, "oh, i hate this person, i hate that person..", i would start to ponder. "Ain't we called to love God whole heartily, love people fervently? I thought you just told me you want to be more like Jesus?"
Yes, there are times when i am very tempted to place my judgements on people who have got on my way or done things which personally do not think is right. However, i always need to remind myself not to judge but let God decides how He wants to look at those people. After all, they are still God's beloved and we have no right to say anything but to love them with the love of God. Like David, he committed adultery and murdered yet he is still called the one after God's own heart, His beloved. If Jesus can loves sinners and even religious leaders like Nicodermus, who turned to Him in sincere faith, why can't we?
So why hate? Love is much easier.Just one question. Feel free to tell me your answers on MSN or anywhere. ;) Why do people always choose who they want to respect and who they cannot be bothered?________________________________________
Will you give me your all or nothing at all?Oh. I was reading my bible just now as i came across this verse, Isaiah 43:4 "........... Therefore I will give men for you." Then i just burst out laughing and i told God, "Thanks ar God, at least i do not have to worry if i would ever get married."
Yea... As many of you know, i do not really blog about my personal or daily life much. i just do not have the habit of it. Anyway, things are pretty alright for me. Church is good, CG is good, school is good and Shavonne is very good too. Haha! Ah.. And one thing. i miss my crazy and i-can-laugh-till-i-drop self. Man, poly has no life can. I always say Joa in JC has no life, come and think of it, Poly has also no excuse. I miss Nat, i miss all those bitching sessions i had with her in Secondary school. I miss Bian, Clement and Bar who never fail to make me laugh. I miss Keith because he always listens to my problems in school. I miss those English lesson when i always sat with Gar and copied each other works. I miss the Jamelyn gals. I miss looking out the window for cute guys with Gemma during every lessons. oh man.. This is killing me. Now i understand why all my seniors always say, "Secondary school life is the best time of your life."
Maybe right now, i decided to stand alone rather then to lean on people too much. Not because they cannot be trusted, just that..... "Leaders are always alone." i have to get used to it.
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All for love.
Hillsongs
All for love, He came.
With love,
Shavonne. (:
