Thats what i long for.
Abba Father, don't let me go.I have a question for you guys.
"Compare the current Shavonne and the past Li Fang, is there any difference? Good or bad?"
Many assured me that I have changed for the better whereas some commented that I have gone worst. To be frank, I admit that I have yet to change some of my bad habits for example -constantly assuming things of the unseen. And without fail, reprimands are what I always have at the end. And it sucks.
I remembered there was this period of time during the mid year, I kept on praying that God would help me to love and have great patience towards people. I used to be a very cranky and self-centered person, remember?
It was only during the recent events happening in my life, that I realised God has answered my prayers. If those events were to happen in the past, man I know I will blow up, kick some asses and make them scream in pain. Yes, that's what I would do.
Well, by His grace and mercy, I am changed. I have learnt to be patience towards people especially kids.
Man are just so freaking difficult to handle. Praise God that at least they still have brains.___________________________________
Why do you love me?No, I am not trying to humble myself down and ask that question. It is just random. I know people love me simply because I am too irresistible. HA!
I once heard someone comment this, "The only person you can never get along with, is your current stead's ex." Well, I am not sure the reason behind it but some how it is quite true. I do not like her and the other she does not like me. It is quite stupid la huh..
BF has been smiling and laughing a lot lately and that makes me happy. The only thing about him that is irresistible for me, is his eyes. Awww... I cannot stand it whenever he stares into my eyes and I have to look at him. It just makes my face goes red. Idiot.. =D
Still, love him.
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[[Ai De Tian Guo]]
Cyndi Wang
Time never stops for anyone. Everyone is always moving on in their life and that is why their heart changes all the time.
Sometimes, I do wish that time can stop, and stop continuing. Maybe because I am just afraid that hearts will change.With love,
Shavonne. (:
