Thats what i long for.
I wish I can do something.After the phone was hang over to me, the first sound I heard, I knew you were crying. I asked, "Are you alright?" You immediately changed your tone and cheerfully replied. But why? Why up till now you are still hiding from me? I know and understand you well enough to be called your De. I have seen you in your weakest and helpless moments, so what is this to me? It aches me so much to know you're in pain and I cannot be there for you. Please be strong, everyone is worried about you, especially me. And I miss you too, terribly.____________________________________
He is still the biggest among all.I am not sure if this is my blood or what, but I just realised one thing. My mum and I have a sensitive soul. For my mum, maybe she is only sensitive towards me and my dad. Being a playful gal as ever, I did not go back home the whole night once. Was at my house downstairs the void deck, so please do not wonder if I went to fool around or not. When I reached home, she was lying on the sofa and she called me. All she said was that she could not sleep because she sensed something was wrong with me although she had no clue what had happened during the night. I was surprised. She could sense I was not right even we were miles apart. Yea, I love my mum. Just that at times, I wish I can stuff some food into her mouth to make her fat. She is way too skinny.Well, after what had happened. I have decided to stand up again. I cannot let people who still believe and have faith in me, down. It pains me so much to let them see me in such a bad state.
Sorry guys, especially Joa. I love you gal, the BEST! Hope you did not waste any precious time on me. And for you, all I can say is that your presence is greatly appreciated. You are the least person I want for you to worry about me. I know you hate to see me cry, but you always see me in that state and I know you are used to it. The moment I saw you left, my heart cried out even harder. Not that I still have that special feelings for you, but still... I am so used to everything about you. Cannot be helped. Thank you.As for the both of you, thank you. Thank you for coming all the way down. I know I had did silly things to cause you two to worry, but both of you still care about me. Very appreciated. And YOU! Haha.. I know you are waiting for your turn right? Well, sweetheart.. Thank you. And I am sorry for making you so worried about me. I did not turn my back on you on purpose and you should know the reason why. Thank you for comforting and encouraging me. Well, please do not try to be fierce to me, because I will be doubled fierce towards you. HAHAHAH!! I will never stop suanning you as long as I am alive. Be prepare alright?! =DYour love foreverClose your eyes, Let me paint your picture, Even if my heart becomes deserted through the changing seasons, This much would do me good._____________________________________________
I am not in a loving-lovely-in-love kinda mood. Haha.. But I like this song. And I wanna sing to that guy. =DD[[Loving me, just got to be you.]]
Lin Yi Chen
This song is for
YOU!
[[Eng translation]]
Of all the people who know how to make me smile, There is none more talented than you.Easily break into the walls of my heart,You complete the beautiful dreams of tomorrow.The whole universe, vast & boundless.Each and every little planet, revolves around you.Loving me, just got to be you.I'm willing to protect the happiness that you grant me.Loving me, just got to be you.Maybe we'll end up laughing while crying, but because it is you, I'm not afraid of pain.The one who knows how to make me tear,Emanate the deepest emotion.Leaving a scar in my heart,At the same time, you lit up the stars.Look, there are so many encounters.But only with you can we create miracles worthy of Heaven and Earth.Oh, the crevices in my heart,I think that besides God, you can make me happy.With love,
Shavonne. (:
