Thats what i long for.
No one tells me its coming.I hate to look back. I hate to face the fact that people who once were there with me, now crumpling down before my eyes. I hate to see them destroying my faith. I hate to see myself running and fighting so hard alone, for no avail. I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate myself for being such a ultimate loser.I want to see Your glory to shine ever so bright Lord. But why can't I?
"To your point of view, it may be just a small problem. To their point of view, it may be a big problem. To Me, it is only a problem, a problem which I cannot not solve."
"To you, it may be a a little painful heartbreak, or set back. To them, it may be a very painful heartbreak or set back. But to Me, it is a only a heartbreak or set back which I cannot not heal."_______________________________________________
Tired.
Like what my previous post stated, I get sick of people easily. Now I see myself getting sick of life very easily too. I cannot handle all these stupid things anymore. It is too overwhelming.
My heart does not feel like doing anything, especially about the love thing.I am not being emo here, whereas I feel like I am emotionless now.Whatever~You can be there for her, for them, for yourself. Yet you are never once there for me, to comfort me, to wipe away my tears, to protect me, to strengthen me. I feel like an idiot. I really do. So now, F.O. You make me so sick._____________________________________
[Jealousy]
Paris Hilton
Jealousy is such an evil thing.With love,
Shavonne. (:
