Thats what i long for.
I'm bored.. & moodless...
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Slowly but surely. I'm coming back.
I cried out to You and said, "Abba Father, please do not let me go. I do not want to walk this path of life without You."
It had been my fear and my doubt that He is here to stay with me. First time in my whole life, I feared so terribly that He would let me go, He would close the door from me. First time I felt so convicted that without Him, I am nothing, my life is not worth living.
Yet God is really a good Father, one who never turn His back against His child.
Monday's PM was a huge blast for me, totally. Although the word was very simple and short, the anointing and presence of God was there. And I was blown away as I gazed at God unfolding Himself real before me. Not saying that I saw Him physically but I finally fathomed that God has been planning out my life, He is always there. Somehow, it is like God knows what is going to happen to me and He is prepared if I ever reach my limit.
Thank God for TRP peeps, thank God that He had placed me under the care of the leader. Just when I was disillusioned that He is going to forsake me and there is no more purpose for me to hold on, God set me up. He placed me in that room, at the specified time and spoke to me. And God used them to lift me up again.
He just will not let me go and that is what I am convicted about. He could simply leave me at where I am, let me suffer and die spiritually. Yet, God is a stubborn God. When He wants it, He will get it.
That night I was so touched by His love that it felt like, I fell all over in love with Jesus again. I was chased by Him and now I am going to chase Him back.
My first love and He will always be.
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Break my heart for what breaks Yours.
I chose to believe it is a blessing from God and I will risk anything to protect it. I do not want to see history repeating itself again because it always involves the tender hearts of two people, their soul and mind. It can be simply destroyed just by one thing and that is sin. And hell no am I going to let that happen.
Personally, I am convicted that when you love a person, besides loving and taking care of that person, you have to protect his or her heart. What I mean by protect? It is like being a shield to the heart, defending it from any attacks.
Will you love a person and do things that breaks his or her heart? That would be so ironic right? Loving people takes responsibility because their lives are in your hands. You either destroy or protect it.
If you love me, protect my heart. That's all I ask from you.
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Sweetheart, wo zhi xiang ai ni, shou hu zhe ni.
Just want to love you
Rainie Yang
[[Eng translation:]]
I've finally said the words "I Love You"
Still remember that gloomy, rainy evening
The sound of the heartbeat, felt like dancing miracles
You looked at me and told me not to love you
Because you will only cause me pain
"Don't be such a fool!" [as I] quickly cried to stop [the guy from saying anymore words]
You were so cold
Suddenly felt so close yet so far away
I know that I maybe too young for you
I thought, I guessed, I asked, I've finally understood
That tears shed for love could also taste sweet
Just want to love you
When I decided to be with you,
Couldn't see, couldn't hear, couldn't ask, and couldn't let go
It was you who made me understand
How I can be so firm about love
Just want to love you
It's like every time I open my eyes, I can only see you
I know that often times I could be stubborn
It doesn't matter what you decided
Whether to finally love me or to run away
Sorry, I still can't stop loving you
With love,
Shavonne. (:
Shavonne. (:
