Thats what i long for.
How to keep the fire burning?It must been a very long time since I last had a huge argument with my mum. Both of us were so agitated that we could not stop yelling at each other at the top of our voice. With so much anger inside me, I just stomped out of the house.
After which, I went to meet Joa to go for some window shopping at town. Yea, she was so sweet to buy me chocolates to cheer me up. *Thanks friend.* I wanted so much to watch the Chack and Larry movie, but still we are not 18 yet. Thus we ended up watching Mr Woodcock. It is a very boring movie, trust me. So much of advertisements, it turns out to be so sucky. Goodness.
Called mum to let her know I would not be back for dinner and would be home by 12. She sounded surprise as though I pretended that nothing happened few hours ago. Well, I could not be bother to be angry with her for long, she is too old to handle my stubbornness. Still, I love my mum.
School has already started and I am still not prepared. I am going to give myself another 6 more months to complete my first year and depends on my academic results, I may choose to stay on or just quit school. I will then get my dip or master when I am older. I am really tired of quarreling with my parents and always worring over money issues. I want to work, earn my own money and spend my own money. Freak.Life seems to be a little stagnant now and I tend to feel weary very easily. I want to go back to that dance, club and drink kinda life. Yet I know BF will not like it and I do not want to disappoint him again. Oh well, but I want to learn dancing. AHHHH!!! Most likely after my final exams next year, I will sign up for dance classes. Salsa!!!!!!!!! =D
I miss BF very much now and ZW is back today. Man, I miss my leader too. I hope he does misses the CG too. =)___________________________________________________
[[Missing you]]
1st Lady.
This song brings back so much memories.
With love,
Shavonne. (:
